Depressed, Angry, and Lonely
He never had a smile, always with a frown, looking nowhere but down on the blank ground. His frown wasn't even a frown now, it has become his face. His eyes dark brown and frozen in loneliness. His reponses were nothing but cold, pushing everyone away, walking by himself everyday. He was always murmuring words to himself, and if lucky, you were able to hear a word, but too depressed the word was, too hard to understand. He would not eat, not even look at food, but survive through such anger that gave him energy. He was nothing but a skeleton with only anger controlling its brain.
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Three Characteristics
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Wednesday, April 9, 2008
The signficant four characters in the novel

This depressing novel delivers a saddening and terrifying, but true universal human truth through four main characters, each character strongly emphasizing this truth. The four main characters are Winston Smith, Julia, O'Brien, and the Big Brother. The first character that I want

Winston is the exceptional character that I slightly like since I have an unimaginable abhorrence at every other character in this book. I believe that I couldn’t have done any better than Winston put at his desperate situation. We all would have failed to destroy the party because of our own weaknesses. It is true that Winston couldn’t really overcome his weakness and free the continent from the evil party. However, I believe that was all anyone can possibly do. Think about it. Death and torture is ahead of you and you know that you will probably going to get caught and killed no matter what you tell yourself. Will you be able to just courageously go on ahead and cause great rebellion? I don’t think so. Although I deep inside think he could have done much better, I don’t hate him or abhor for not being able to destroy the party.

Although I do not detest Julia as much as O’Brien and the Big Brother, I still hate Julia. She is a young, realistic lady who only looks for pleasure and nothing more. All she looks for is sex and trouble, secretly going around and making love with many different men. She simply doesn’t care about the future or about the party taking complete control over everything. When Winston talks about the party and how it can be destroyed, she simply loses interprets and ignores what he has to say about it. She angers me because she is rather a distraction to Winston’s attempt to destroy the party, distracting him with his utmost pleasure, sex. She keeps meeting him, throwing him off concentration on what is really important.
O’Brien is one of the most detestable characters

O’Brien is one of the characters that I gravely hate and want to just kill. He was once like Winston and he could have also destroyed the party, but was also brain washed and now a big part of the inner party as he said, “They got me long ago.” This indicates that O’Brien was also once rebellious, but he has learned to just accept the party. O’Brien emphasizes the hopelessness this civilization is in, none unable to rebel and destroy the party. He also strongly emphasizes how evil and dark the Inner Party actually is and how it cannot possibly be penetrated.
The Big Brother is the character that is quite frightening and mysterious. Big Brother is

I also detest Big Brother because he is the one behind everything, pulling the strings of party leaders such as O’Brien. He is what has caused this whole civilization of come under evil dictator rulers. He is the reason that freedom, even the world itself is nonexistent. He is the one who has caused this absolute control of every aspect of life not any more special than a evil writer making a play with puppets.
Each character helps show and emphasizes a universal human truth with their special attributes.

Julia resembles those who simply do not care whether what happens to


O’Brien resembles the evil rulers, corrupting this world, which I like to call Satan’s puppets. These people do whatever Satan tells them to do, hurting and killing anyone who is reaching for God. These people do not actually believe they are completely possessed by Satan, but actually are like part of Satan, doing all kinds of evil, making the world be captivated with darkness and evil. O’Brien resembles Satan’s followers who do everything to stop people from getting to God and stay in almighty power, nearly equal to God’s, such as in the book as O’Brien stops people from getting to freedom.
Big Brother is Satan itself, the evil and savage monster behind all the dystopian nations. Big

These characters all help to show a universal human truth which also matches what the Bible says. Through these characters, it is shown that such dystopian world can be formed through wicked men such as O’Brien. Such a world full of evil where there is barely any hope for anyone to get to God. Where evil men that the Bible has warned about will conquer and control everything, brutally stomping out any hope a person can possibly have.
1 Timothy 6: 3-6
“3If anyone teaches false doctrines and does not agree to the sound instruction of our Lord Jesus Christ and to godly teaching, 4he is conceited and understands nothing. He has an unhealthy interest in controversies and quarrels about words that result in envy, strife, malicious talk, evil suspicions 5and constant friction between men of corrupt mind, who have been robbed of the truth…”
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Quote of a Significant Passage

"War is peace
Freedom is slavery
Ignorance is strength"
This passage is very significant to me for various reasons. This passage reminds me of a country where I have been staring at for a long time and hoping to revive and save, North Korea. This passage is so significant to me because the country that I am passionate about, North Korea is also mesmerized with words such as these. This passage is telling us about evil governments who do whatever they want with their people, controlling every part of their aspects. It tells how extreme these governments are. They say that war is peace. How insane is that? War is peace? This passage showing the totalitarianism of the government reminds me of North Korea, also conquered by the totalitarianism of the government.
North Korea was the country that had the largest impact my whole life, mainly because of my parents who had an unbelievable passion in helping the innocent victims of cruel government such as the government in North Korea. Every time when we gathered up in the living room, or somewhere else, my mom would be telling me about how horrible it is in North Korea, frightening me stories from books such as Eyes of the Tailless Animals. She would go on with how savagely tortured these North Koreans were and how they were made to believe whatever the government said. She said that many times these North Korean civilians were savagely stripped, beaten, tortured countless times, then killed even when the tiniest sign of rebellion was shown. Then she would end the dramatic and emotional speech, telling us that we need to grow up and help these innocent victims of North Korea. These stories were unforgettable because of how inhumanely these people treated, inflaming me whenever I heard stories or situations alike this. This not only made me, but also gave me inspiration to work hard and help these people when I grow up. This is why this passage is so significant to me; this passage reminds me of the violent stories of the North Korean government doing whatever they want with the people, causing a bizarre combination of both anger and inspiration. This passage is also significant to me because it reminds me of a time I encountered hundreds of girls who had escaped from North Korea because the government was so cruel and harsh. I was at another city, visiting a church in the suburban area. Then as I turned around the corner, some North Korean girls came at me. They had somehow escaped from their country controlled by the totalitarianism of the government. Their clothes were ripped, not any valuable that cloth thrown away in the streets. Their hair was messed up, a complete disaster. Their dark black faces had dirt marks everywhere. Some were even barefoot. Then next thing I knew tears were flowing down my ten-year old cheeks. I was only ten, but they were still kneeling down, hanging on to my foot. These North Korean girls were desperately asking for money since they had nothing. My whole family was stuck in the middle of the road with these girls hanging unto our legs, tearfully begging. My mom just completely broke down, giving some money to some of the girls. Then all of sudden, nearly fifty girls came rushing toward us, bowing down, asking for money realizing her sympathy. However, my parents knew the consequences of helping these girls. Therefore our family literally ran to the suburban church we were supposed to go to, not looking back. I could still clearly recall that painful moment, those young girls bowing down for money, as a result of the evil government only caring about their selves, and not about the people. They will all do whatever they want with the people, not giving them any freedom in what they say, do, or even believe in. This fires me up with unimaginable anger especially when I am reminded of the poor, young girls begging for money in their filthy rags. This is why this passage, demonstrating the evil and absolutism of the government, is so significant because it reminds me of the poor, young girls begging for money in their filthy rags, suffering all because of the government.

This passage is very meaningful to me because it reminds me of violent stories of the North Korean government savagely torturing civilians continuously told by my mother as I have said before. This passage gives me inspiration to grow up and succeed in life to help these innocent civilians living a life of puppets with no control, but doing whatever the puppeteer tells them to do. It also gives me more passion and fierceness to stand up for these people, having to do and believe whatever the government says. It brings me back to the real world making me realize how cruel and inhumane the governments have become. It alerts me contradicting my thoughts about how the world is going just fine. Most importantly, it is meaningful to me because it gives me a shock, showing what the civilizations in this world are heading towards, dystopia.
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Tuesday, April 8, 2008
Mood of the novel

The mood of the novel is so depressing that the word 'hopeless' alone cannot possibly describe

I found this novel definitely saddening because of this is telling us that soon enough, if we don't take action quick enough, our future is bound for hopeless captivation of evil rulers such as the ones in the party in 1984. We will have no hope to break out of that captivation, unable to live in freedom unless somebody stands up and stops the dark rulers from gaining any more power. It basically shows the road of our civilization heading into a deep abysmal hole of evil. There can be nothing more depressing than to know how chaotic and bad your future will be like. It is like knowing you will be going in jail after a couple of years or months, knowing you will be powerless just stuck in a cage unable to do anything. It is not too depressing to know that your past was with no freedom, completely captivated, because it is already past and the bright future is ahead of you. However, to know that there is no bright future, it makes me feel awfully depressed, even until the level of killing me, for something worse than just pain is ahead of me.

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Monday, April 7, 2008
The Climax

What is the climax of this novel? What happens? How do the events of this novel make you feel?
The climax of the story is very close to the ending resolution of the story. It is after Winston is caught with rebellious thoughts and actions with Julia. One of the most shocking parts in the story was that. Mr. Charrington, an old man in the secondhand store who had let Winston and Julia use the room, was a Thought Police, turning Winston and Julia over to the party. This seemed to be the climax, but the climax was to come a little later. Winston and Julia are both captured and brutally beaten down countless times by the evil party, weakened more and more. However, the two persevere, determined to not let go of their rebellion deep inside their heart. A variety of torture are performed to these rebellions of the government including Winston, Julia, and even his neighbor, Mr. Parson, turned in to the party by his own kids. The party hopes to brainwash all of them, making them learn that their one and only option is to obey the party. Winston strongly perseveres through the trials of great suffering, but O'Brien then brings out Winston's ultimate fear, rats. The climax is that savage moment when Winston is put into a cage full of vicious rats biting him, the moment when his soul and mind shatters and just simply gives up. The moment where he just let pain overcome him, doing whatever to get out it. He not only betrays what he believes is right, but he even betrays whom he has loved and promised to love and protect, Julia. The moment is where Winston just simply doesn't care about anything whether what the future is or what the civilization will become of. The moment all he cares about himself and his life, nothing else. The moment his moral and conscience had gone and just wants to get out of the pain, the moment where the triumph sound of the absolutism evil party rings through the air.
These events make me feel more than just simply depressed. It makes me feel as if my future is completely abysmal. Think about it. This story is basically saying that if we are too lazy to quickly change the world, there will be absolutely no hope for anyone to break the world free from the absolutism similar to how the party has absolute control over every aspect of every human being in their country and no one can penetrate that captivity. The party will be in full control of everyone, going around destroying and crumbling anyone who doesn’t carry out their orders when we just stall and wait. There wouldn’t be any hope for anyone whatsoever when it is too late. Another part of the story that makes me sad and depressed is how even the people you trust will turn their backs on you, turning you over to the evil possessed people blinded by lust for power. For example, Mr. Parson is turned over to the party for his rebellious thoughts by his own children whom he loves. Think how depressing it will be to be stabbed in the back by your very own child. A place where trust doesn't exist such as in this novel where they all spy each other turning each other over to the evil party. However, it also gives me inspiration in a sense. It shows that if I don't take quick actions to change the world, the world can soon change into the something shown in the 1984, completely corrupt and full of evil everywhere. It makes me feel inspired and also responsible to change the world before evil government or other sort of power controls everyone of us, killing anyone who doesn't obey. It leaves me with confusing question in my head. "Is it too late for us to change this future? Has this horrifying and shocking future come upon us? Has this desperate hopelessness such as in 1984 reach us yet?”

Isaiah 24:16-20
But I said, "That's all well and good for somebody, but all I can see is doom, doom, and more doom." All of them at one another's throats, yes, all of them at one another's throats. Terror and pits and booby traps are everywhere, whoever you are. If you run from the terror, you'll fall into the pit. If you climb out of the pit, you'll get caught in the trap. Chaos pours out of the skies. The foundations of earth are crumbling. Earth is smashed to pieces, earth is ripped to shreds, earth is wobbling out of control, Earth staggers like a drunk, sways like a shack in a high wind. Its piled-up sins are too much for it. It collapses and won't get up again.
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Sunday, April 6, 2008
North Korea - Eyes of the Tailless Animals


However, the situation in North Korea seems to be a bit worse. Every civilian, everyone, even


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The Theme and how it relates to teenagers living in 2007

The theme is that our future is nearly hopeless because of the countless people who couldn't change the world when they had that big chance. Winston has a chance in the future, nearly impossible, but he still had at least one chance to change the world, courageously rebelling against the powerful party. He could have secretly planned and formed something against the party. He could have at least tried, but his feeble attempt to destroy the party failed because it was too late. He was too late to change anything from the party that had completely seized everyone, controlling every aspect of every human being.
George Orwell wrote this book before 1984, saying our future was hopeless unless people started
to stand up for what they believed. Corrupt government would take absolute power, not even give the tiniest freedom to people. Our whole civilization would be full of corruption and lies. He is strongly emphasizing how our future can turn into a deep abysmal hole where only hopelessness exists. He wants to show through this awful and frightening hopelessness that if we lazily sit around, hoping everything will be alright, our future will be just as it is in this book. He is warning us in a sense telling us we need to take immediate action, for such evilness and corruption can conquer our civilization.
Through Winston he shows another theme saying that it will be too late in the future to fix things up. Through him he shows that the future is not an option, the time for change is now, not tomorrow, not next week, not next year, but now. Winston tries to rebel and destroy the party; however, he just fails, leaving the world in complete corruption, impossible to recover. This is a desperate shout, warning of the only chance to save this world from corruption.
This definitely relates to us teenagers living in 2007, because we are the next generation to take over the world. We are the chosen ones to change the world before any corruption takes over the world sooner or later. We will soon be the ones taking and ruling over countries and lands, given the chance to change this hopeless world. However, it may also be that we, teenagers, are the victims of the countless ones who weren't courageous and responsible enough to change the world when possible. We may be the unfortunate ones, hopeless of freedom.
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